BAD attitude = BAD Valentines

I am one who LOVES every holiday. So I tend to have high expectations when the holidays come around!

I didn't want to waste a blog on writing about Valentines because it was the worst one yet! NOT because of my husband but because of my horrible attitude!

We worked, played cards, and I LOST a bet so I had to cook dinner! And I was so mad at my husband because I "thought" he cheated!!! I never learn my lesson.....i'm always betting on cards LOL....never money just chores, items, ect. My good friend Leti told me "Didn't you learn you should never make bets with the devil?" sooo TRUE I should just stop lol!!

So there goes my attitude, ignoring him and all! We get off and I start cooking fish and pork chops!! Dinner was actually really REALLY good....but like my husband said "This dinner would be so much better if there was some conversation"!!

He's so right....WHY do I have to be such a brat!! It's NOT all that serious!! So we ate, laid in bed, and he just held me and asked what was wrong with me!!! All I said...with a sigh.... was I guess I just had too many expectations!! I mean hellooooo it is Valentines Day!! And seriously what does that even mean??? I guess it wasn't about the cards, it started there, but it was so much more to me!

Well he put me right in my place....he asked me well what did you do for me?, BESIDES cooking because I had to for losing a bet! Ummmmm WOW I didn't do ANYTHING either!! I felt so bad, and I had NO argument!! My poor husband, WHY does he even put up with me sometimes!!???

Well we got out of bed, and went to get some chocolate chip cookies with MJ! We came and went to sleep!

I went to bed thinking I ruined Valentines!!! BUT according to my husband Valentines is everyday!! Isn't that the truth!!?? YES it is.....and I promised myself the next morning I will NEVER ever ever have ANY expectations for Valentines.....loving each other 365 days in the year is waaayyyy enough for me!! Although I love Valentines, I love my husband a million more times than ANY holiday!

I've kissed his face a million times after, told him I love him a million times, and hope it mended my broken heart! Broken heart from being such a witch to him!!

I'm grateful that I have someone to love and an amazing someone that is!! When I have an attitude I waste time that I could have had loving my husband, my one and only, my better half, my VALENTINE!!!!

Lesson Learned!!!